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suicidaldude · 08-28-2007, 01:07 PM

Hi everybody, I am new to this forum, and I don't know if perhaps I should introduce myself somewhere else.

I found this place through an article called "Spiritual consequences of suicide". I am depressed and suicidal, and I have made several suicide attempts.

I would like to know if there is a way to be "granted" by spirits, masters, "beings of light" or whatever you want to call them, the right to die.

I know if I don't die of natural death or accident that I will end up killing myself. these days, it is like I am constantly asking for death. Before I go to sleep, I pray that I won't wake up. In the morning, I wish I won't make it through the day.

I have heard of something called "walk-ins", which I thought could be a solution, but didn't happen and probably won't.

So I am out of ideas. Since there are many people here who seem to be very spiritually oriented, maybe you could tell me of a better way to make my request heard on the other side, so that it can finally happen.

I am sure you understand.

08-28-2007, 01:07 PM	#1 (permalink)
suicidaldude Member Join Date: Aug 2007 Posts: 52	I don't know if this belongs here. Hi everybody, I am new to this forum, and I don't know if perhaps I should introduce myself somewhere else. I found this place through an article called "Spiritual consequences of suicide". I am depressed and suicidal, and I have made several suicide attempts. I would like to know if there is a way to be "granted" by spirits, masters, "beings of light" or whatever you want to call them, the right to die. I know if I don't die of natural death or accident that I will end up killing myself. these days, it is like I am constantly asking for death. Before I go to sleep, I pray that I won't wake up. In the morning, I wish I won't make it through the day. I have heard of something called "walk-ins", which I thought could be a solution, but didn't happen and probably won't. So I am out of ideas. Since there are many people here who seem to be very spiritually oriented, maybe you could tell me of a better way to make my request heard on the other side, so that it can finally happen. I am sure you understand.