[Seahorse]

Originally Posted by danas

@Seahorse

Someone's angry here...?

jealous?

No. I don't believe you. I think you boast too much. I've lived in Hollywood and I've met people like you - plentiful.

You like to 'sell' your self. I told you from the start I think you talk too much about stuff that's way too personal. You strip yourself from credibility by overdoing it.

Originally Posted by danas

No need to be. You can have it too. But I sense you have many limiting beliefs with money as you let out so much anger in your post...

Wouldn't you just love that? Me being angry? What bull...

You project, dear.

Originally Posted by danas

I just use LOA and the universe provides. I have no problem with this. Although you seem to, so I guess you will just have to work hard for your money....

You're guessing wrong. You see?

Originally Posted by danas

Just this weekend there was an article in the paper about my art sales.

Link? Come on, you can do it... You've nothing to hide - not anyway according to your soul-striptease here...

Originally Posted by danas

I'm successful in the sense that I can make make a living doing something I love. Im not as successful as I wanna be, but my ambitions are very very high. I will achieve them one day though.

The next Andy Wharhol, are you?

Originally Posted by danas

Just now when I was living in the small European town, it was the government that paid for everything, because they found value in my work and wanted me to create a work in their city.

Where?

Originally Posted by danas

From flights to apartment, to a nice salary, while I was there I was invited to another city for another show, who again invited me and put me up in a nice hotel....The foreign ministry is who pays for my most my flights , because they value my work and see me as an important ambassador.

Ha, ha, ha....you're showing off again. Pathetic...

Originally Posted by danas

"Money comes from hard labor" (Ok if thats want you wanna believe that'll be your reality!).... etc

You're assuming you know my beliefs when you don't have a bloody clue.

Originally Posted by danas

And here I am showing you its not. And you get so angry- because in your your view its wrong for someone to just have money and have fun.

That reply is so dumb it just shows how limited your perception of me is... Never mind...

Originally Posted by danas

I do not share this with others because of two things:
1. I apply for grants and get them, because its important for my career to be a grant receiver.

2.Most my friends don't have money, its just doesn't interest me enough, so most the people I attract in my life are artists like me, who often don't have, so I don't feel the need to talk about it with anyone, the subject rarely comes up, and the truth is its not on my mind so much either as you can tell from this whole thread.

Yeah, we know where your focus was....getting laid.... Well, at least it was good, right?

Originally Posted by danas

3. Its not simple. And I don't wanna go into so much details, bc Im that honest, I feel I cant just tell half the details, and that would be to many details to write online and to share with anyone.

Well you don't have any problems spilling your beans on the very most personal stuff, so what's your problem all of a sudden? I wouldn't dream of writing as much about my very personal experiences on a forum of this nature. That's just OTT. And way more information than I care to read about anyone.

It's off-putting.

Originally Posted by danas

Seahorse what I really love about our interaction is that you make me happy with the place Im at.

Good for you! I still don't take you seriously though. I think you're full of bull.

Originally Posted by danas

Just writing all this makes me feel really appreciative of all my achievements, I thought I had some guilt with money (because 90% of my friends dont have much), but writing this I realize I don't anymore. I'm proud.

Yadda, yadda, yadda. You talk too much. For real. Never mind you trying to 'sell' us your "dreams come true" stories.

I like the real stuff. People that have truly created miracles. For themselves and their family. There is one lady who did. Cynthia something - I can't remember her surname but she manifested $112 million and that was while she raising her brother's 4 children (her brother died in a car crash) - on her own.

J.K. Rowling is another woman that was seriously struggling and who lived off social security before she manifested her dream: the Harry Potter series.

I just love Cynthia's energy. And she's absolutely real. No BS. No 'hard sell'. And talk about manifesting 'easy money'. So your beliefs about me are completely off.

Originally Posted by danas

You don't believe things I write because you don't believe in the miraculous life you could have, if you let go of the thought that to achieve anything in life you need "sweat 'n blood" to use your expression, you might open the door to some miracles yourself! , and that my friend is what I wish for you for the new year. A miraculous life!
To let go of your anger and limiting thoughts and start to believe

Your reply is boring me stiff. Just in case you're wondering I didn't even finish reading it because it's so obviously off track. I've created my own miracles already but you'd need to pull your big head out of your own cloud for you to even find out about that. Not that you're interested, I know. The only person you're interested in is 'danas'....

Originally Posted by danas

By the way, thats a huge compliment. Telling me that what I write is too good to be true. So that you dont believe me. Sometimes my standards are so high I dont even realize how lucky I am.

You just want attention.

That's why you're stripping your soul and your metaphorical body here. It's embarrassing - like I said. A five year old who needs and craves attention and tries to make everybody believe she's bigger and better and more (whatever) than she really is.

A sucker for your own ego.

You should go to Hollywood. You'd fit right in with that crowd. Get your own reality-tv show - that'll 'pump' you up even more. Make some serious moolah! (who said I am limiting in my belief system?) and have a camera follow your every step, your flights, hotels and grants-funded lifestyle.

No, I don't envy you. I think it's embarrassing to have to write about your very personal stuff here on a forum, stripping naked metaphorically (how degrading is that? I mean really!) trying to prove to yourself that your life is better than it may be in reality.

That's why a reality-tv show would be perfect for you.

I love it if other people are truly successful. There are some truly amazing people out there but they don't sound off the way you do. And they're real.

Life isn't meant to be a struggle. But it also has to be rooted in something real - not some phantasy on a forum (big mouth and no substance.)

But it's how you portray your success that makes all the difference. You boast way too much for my liking to take you seriously and actually believe anything you say and come up smelling roses.

I don't care what you're telling me - I feel you to be shallow - skin deep - and not very mature for a 38 year old woman.

The very fact that you assumed I wanted to 'save ' you just betrays your enormous ego. I couldn't care less if you are 'saved'.

We have to save ourselves. There's no-one who'll do it for us. That's the bottom line.

And, me thinks you can't accept the fact that someone challenges your 'rose-tinted', bloated view of yourself pushing you to look at your own BS.