Someone's angry here...?
No need to be. You can have it too. But I sense you have many limiting beliefs with money as you let out so much anger in your post...
I just use LOA and the universe provides. I have no problem with this.
Although you seem to, so I guess you will just have to work hard for your money....
I doubled my money because I made smart real estate investments.
Since I was a little girl selling lemonade I had a good business sense. Always did. Whatever I receive, I invest and multiply.
A parasite? Not quite. Most would call me a workaholic. Sometimes working 15 hours a day (I usually come here while my computer is doing a big task in another program)
I LOVE my work. I don't even know what a vacation is because I love to work.
Even if I had just earned money from my art, it would've been a pretty nice living. My art is 100% non commercial. Its totally personal and I make no compromises, its controversial, yet still people pay thousands of dollars for each work.
No, I wouldn't have enough to buy the real estate with it without a morgage, thats true, but who cares? Not me....
Just this weekend there was an article in the paper about my art sales.
Im successful in the sense that I can make make a living doing something I love. Im not as successful as I wanna be, but my ambitions are very very high. I will achieve them one day though.
Just now when I was living in the small European town, it was the government that paid for everything, because they found value in my work and wanted me to create a work in their city.
From flights to apartment, to a nice salary, while I was there I was invited to another city for another show, who again invited me and put me up in a nice hotel....
The foreign ministry is who pays for my most my flights , because they value my work and see me as an important ambassador.
Its really interesting. I think you are not the only one with this kind of reaction. People grow up with limiting beliefs such as "Money doesn't grow on trees" (it does!)
"Money comes from hard labor" (Ok if thats want you wanna believe that'll be your reality!).... etc
And here I am showing you its not. And you get so angry- because in your your view its wrong for someone to just have money and have fun.
I do not grow up in a wealthy family
But it just so happens that i have money now.
Just as an example Im now in a hotel, I was invited here, to stay in the cheapest rate, but for no reason they upgraded me to a huge suite. Same with the car I rented. Why? Dont know. Thats just the way it is.
I remember just after watching The Secret for the first time I flew to a film festival, my film won a prize and I was upgraded to first class on the flight home. The flight was totally unrelated to the film festival, but its just about the frequency you're on....
Even though I have money I still apply for grants and get them, because its important for my career to be a grant receiver.
Seahorse what I really love about our interaction is that you make me happy with the place Im at,
even though you seem to aim for the opposite effect.
Just writing all this makes me feel really appreciative of all my achievements, I thought I had some guilt with money (because 90% of my friends dont have much), but writing this I realize I don't anymore. I'm proud.
Sometimes I tend to look at the what I have yet to achieve rather than what I already have. But You challenge me to look at the place I'm at and as i write this Im very happy.
Also in terms of relationships, at first you challenged me into thinking something was so wrong with me, that until I don't get fixed I will never have what I want. Now i know Im just fine the way I am with all my imperfections. I make mistakes, and I learn.
In fact last night a man I was with the past, called and we met as friends, he expressed a desire to have a family with me (!). I dont think he was completely kidding as he mentioned it a few times and even said imagine our kid is in the back seat as were driving now.
But I've moved on since being with him, and I do not feel anything romantic anymore (despite dedicating two threads to him in the past)
But all I know is that he is reflecting how I feel now. Desirable.
You don't believe things I write because you don't believe in the miraculous life you could have, if you let go of the thought that to achieve anything in life you need "sweat 'n blood" to use your expression, you might open the door to some miracles yourself!
, and that my friend is what I wish for you for the new year. A miraculous life!
To let go of your anger and limiting thoughts and start to believe
By the way, thats a huge compliment. Telling me that what I write is too good to be true. So that you dont believe me. Sometimes my standards are so high I dont even realize how lucky I am.