[royster]

This story is not over, and perhaps the most important aspect of healing has yet to be conducted: locating, isolating and then dismantling the "transmitter cell" of this trauma (impacted energy).

As I have posted elsewhere, you can chemo-therapy a cancer victim all you want, but unless you find the transmitter cell and destroy it, you're doomed to a life of enslavement to the Medical Industry.

The same is true for impacted energies: you can deal with the symptoms the rest of your life, but until you locate the energy cluster that is sending out the signals, you're really just keeping up with the spam.

For myself, then, I need not deal with the series of traumas: I need to locate the fist time I woke up to the violence erupting in the house. This memory is slowly coming forward. I will examine the series of thoughts I had in reaction to this first event, and in doing so, will clearly see how the impacted energy is contructed. It is then, with Light, I will begin the process of dismantling the various thoughts (energies) that formed that night, causing a life-long impact of memory.

And then I'm taking little Roy to this safe place, and assure him it's finally over.