Looking at my PMs I see I keep getting asked the same request. How did I manifest abundance.
The truth is Ive written about this on these forums already if you search my posts.
I realize that theres something in me thats uncomfortable about writing about money. It feel like its just not classy and seems tasteless.
I dont mind if others write about themselves, I just feel uncomfortable about it. I dont know why.
Also in my AFK life most people have no idea about my financial situation. I hide it.
In short I can say that I received gifts, other people won law suits, and bc they did I won too (without even paying for a lawyer). and then I invested wisely and multiplied it.
But before all that happened, back when I didnt have much, (just a few years ago), I gave all my savings away to charity, just to see it come back multiplied. I did this as I started my spiritual path and wanted to test the notion of having certainty, and letting go, and oneness.
In other words LOA to see if it worked. It did
So yeah, money has come into my life without much effort.
Someone online I never met paid for my MA tuition too. And so many other stuff....
My focus has never been money. I live just like I did when I was a poor student, passionately making my art and not really noticing if Im in a 5 star hotel suite or sharing an apartment with a roomate.
Its great that I dont need to think twice about buying certain things, but most of time when I do want to buy something, someone else is waiting to pay for it for me. I fly all around the world, but usually its all paid for by something related to my art.
I do love money though.
Its just a really nice feeling to have it, and it makes life easier, but its still very important to me to make money from my art. To sell it, to apply for grants bc thats how I know its monetary value.
So... last post!
I feel good. Im in a 'let go' start of mind. I believe in miracles.
Thank you all for your support. I really think it helped a lot to write here. Ive learned so much, mostly about myself, since starting this post. I feel calm.
I feel like that big empty space is not so empty anymore.
I dont know why but I feel so so loved and full of confidence.
The love I shared with the student gave more than it took.
Earlier this year i wrote a thread "love=pain why?"
Now, it doesnt feel like that anymore....