also sorry sometimes I feel like I rely on you or others for reassurance, it's almost embarrassing. If you're going to say the same that you have said, you don't have to reply to those certain points... I understand what I have to do, I guess I just am not to the point where I can do that.
EDIT - I will for sure want some place to go after this place goes away
so ya maybe I'll go over there once this is gone. Unless you want to continue this convo over there for now. Thanks for the link