I feel like this passage is designed for other people who have tried to "fix" me, change me, control me, judge me, manipulate me. I have never done this to other people. I am in fear of other people doing that to me.
I think the voices are trying to protect me from future harassment and humiliation at the hands of others as a result of being so different and having such different opinions from other people. I have learned my lesson and avoid strangers. But my subconscious mind won't get the picture that I'm now safe.