Originally Posted by Irisha
He has destroyed ALL I tried to do against him.
You see, Irisha,
from my view point, the only hope for you to liberate yourself from Mr G's influence is to stop being fascinated by his powers, to stop admiring him. You are still attracted by the dark side of the human nature. Which is that which is still binding you to him and allows him whatever he pleases to do with you. It is not a judgement, I simply see it as a test, a very difficult test for you in this life-time, whether you are willing to discover your own inherent power and use it. But for it to be a real power, not Mr G's and the like beings' illusion of power, you would need to turn towards the Light fully and unreservedly. Accept Christ into your heart. He is not just some illusionary concept but a very real power which represents Love a Light - your only true hope. It is a power before which all Darkness retreats or dissolves. It's your choice.
I know, you women have it ingrained in you somewhat naturally to often admire power and wealth, regardless their source and character. I think it's an animalistic instinct meant for survival. I've heard a story of a man he murdered a woman's husband. And the woman fell in love with the murderer and I think she even married him. Why? Because he was the hero in her eyes. He was the one who was stronger, who could protect her and her children. Her husband couldn't protect even himself. That was her reasoning. And i think, this also explains your hate and love relationship with Mr G which allows him to have you on the hook. Unless you overcome your lower nature, you won't escape. I wanted to tell you this long ago but I wasn't sure whether you would accept it. But now, when the days of this forum have been counted down, I am doing it finally.
All the best to you