Nice you've come around...
that you don't take 'offense' at my suggestions...anymore...
Just for clarification's sake: I don't want to 'save' you. That's you thinking I'm investing more into you than I ought to (or whatever). I don't. I just see a lot more and also, where the weak spots are... Not in a sort of 'brash' fashion, just an awareness I have that those that have never worked with the more intuitive, psychic side of themselves, just have no access to. Not because it's not available to them, but because they don't consider that part of the 'LoA' work...or their spiritual path and growth.
Psychic attachments keep you from letting go - they keep you from truly freeing yourself from the past in a way that actually truly allows you to have strong, sound relationships that are no longer 'influenced' on an unconscious level. It can be someone in the family or it can be a romantic encounter or a combination.
I'm glad you recognised that just because you create all that other great stuff around you, you still go right back into the same pattern and 'mode of behaviour' (desperate, needy, clinging) as soon as something looks half-way 'ok' to you .
And, just because you think you've done 'great' work with other people - the bottom line is you're still creating half-'ok' situations for you in terms of 're
-actionary' patterns in relationships. I'm not 'dismissing' your therapists, but as the saying goes: 'the proof is in the pudding', or if you like, your 'manifestations'.
And, you're kidding yourself if you believe that you don't need to be fully healed to be in a happy relationship. I told you already, you have a tendency to BS yourself. When it comes to the real, deep stuff, it's "visionary" all right...if more illusory than in a strong sense of centredness.
You may feel I'm being 'hard' on you but it does get the better of you (your self-delusion) and the only way you can truly tackle this is by shootin' straight from the hip - at your own bollocks
D'you know what I mean?
Oh, and just for your information: I don't care what
you do. I told you you'll
have to live with the consequences of your own resistance...
We all do...
The shamanic path has more to offer than mere healing...but you'll only understand that once you've begun to walk down that path... It's a good thing you met a proper shaman. I've primarily worked with South American indigenous shamans... They have an over 10,000 year old tradition and it helped me more than anything else I've ever done. Including all my other healing work or techniques.
Let me know if you would like some 'pointers' and just drop me a pm. I sense you're in Europe somewhere (or in the vicinity anyway). So am I. Things will fall into place for you one way or the other....