Well, if not expressing anger outright, how do you feel about crying in front of others.... doesn't that also somewhat demand attention, like anger? It forces the other person to show compassion or most likely feel bad. Showing any emotion towards others except maybe love seems to control people...
I've also cried a lot by myself this year... like... once every two weeks. Often times I wish I could have SOMEONE in my life to know the way I feel... and to share this with me and not reject me.
I like that quote about anger.... I think for an unfortunately large part of my life, I'd get angry and then not show it, because I knew it was a weakness of mine. And I'd act like everything was perfectly fine... sigh.
As I look around me, I'm really quite happy compared to so many people... but yet I find myself on this forum haha.... I hope one day I'll have no need
I like what you said about 'happy' egos. Those egos are simply... the most convincing to me or something? Those are the ones that make me jealous I guess. But they're egos none-the-less.
Thanks as usual for the insightful response. It takes a while to absorb what you write