Bad news. My therapist advised me against escorting and told me she's required to report illegal activity
The fear of getting busted overrides the desire to make money by hooking up. She said I can hook up all I want to for free though. She has never had a problem with my promiscuity.
I take comfort in knowing that I wouldn't have enjoyed getting paid to have sex because I'd be having sex with people I'm not attracted to, which makes it a chore. I also I would have gotten busted regardless, disappointing my family and making them lose trust in me, also making them post bail and being locked up with the dregs of society in a smelly cell. Also having sex with that many people a day would hurt my vajajay. Plus I would have a 10 year gap in my resume.
Samantha from Sex and the City and Charlie Sheen/Charlie Harper from Two and a Half Men have normal jobs. Sex is just their pasttime, their way of life outside of work. Their jobs enable them to feel powerful and in control of their lovers.
I still don't like the idea of being an admin.
It's so low paying and soooo embarassing to tell someone you're an administrative assistant.
So I'm looking for a decent gig, like as a writer or something, something where I can make atleast 40-50K a year, something interesting yet productive, something stimulating. I have no clue what that is. I have looked up dozens of job lists and nothing appeals to me.
Please help me brainstorm.