Bad news. My therapist advised me against escorting and told me she's required to report illegal activity
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The fear of getting busted overrides the desire to make money by hooking up. She said I can hook up all I want to for free though. She has never had a problem with my promiscuity.
I take comfort in knowing that I wouldn't have enjoyed getting paid to have sex because I'd be having sex with people I'm not attracted to, which makes it a chore. I also I would have gotten busted regardless, disappointing my family and making them lose trust in me, also making them post bail and being locked up with the dregs of society in a smelly cell. Also having sex with that many people a day would hurt my vajajay. Plus I would have a 10 year gap in my resume.
Samantha from Sex and the City and Charlie Sheen/Charlie Harper from Two and a Half Men have normal jobs. Sex is just their pasttime, their way of life outside of work. Their jobs enable them to feel powerful and in control of their lovers.
I still don't like the idea of being an admin.
It's so low paying and soooo embarassing to tell someone you're an administrative assistant.
So I'm looking for a decent gig, like as a writer or something, something where I can make atleast 40-50K a year, something interesting yet productive, something stimulating. I have no clue what that is. I have looked up dozens of job lists and nothing appeals to me.
Please help me brainstorm.
