First off, I want to give you props on your courage to take this journey and to share with others, very inspiring!
Secondly, I noticed you said you live in the NYC area (as do I), and I wanted to recommend two people who have been of TREMENDOUS help to me on my path of healing/growth. The first is a gentleman by the name of Jorge Barrieu who has a center in midtown by the name of Sophianic Healing. This guy helped me through probably one of the WORST of my times by helping me clear up blockages. My visit to him preceded by two months another journey I took out of the country for a lot more healing. His site is Sophianic Healing - Home
Another person I would like to recommend is a woman by the name of Monica P. Hall who runs Conduit of Healing. Her site is: Conduit of Healing
She's been an intuitive and has been a great mentor to me and also helped me with a lot of growth/healing. She's very honest, straight to the point, sharp but ALWAYS loving. You can read more about her sessions on her site.
Lastly, this year has been truly a tremendous year for me with A LOT of growth where I was able to manifest a trip to Miami for one month this past summer to pursue my modeling career (all glory to God) when a year ago I had NO idea how to make that happen. I've also manifested an awesome woman in my life. As this year draws to a close, I've been thinking how to manifest prosperity for myself this coming year (as I've been able to see this year how ANYTHING is possible if you believe and are willing to step out on faith) and wanted to know how you were able to do it for your life. You seem to have the financial area of your life pretty much together and I desire the same for my life. This has been the one area where I've had challenged that I'm DETERMINED to have a breakthrough with this upcoming year.
I've been waiting for that inspirational nudge of what I want to create financially this year (the same "nudge" that told me to go to Miami) and I feel that I'm being led towards creating $100,000. How were you able to attract such financial abundance into your life!
Wishing you continued blessings...