[relaXman]

03:24 AM, Midnight in İstanbul.

Thanks to God, I have nothing for a long time,

No job,
No Money,
No girl,
No friends,
No car, house, good phone,,,,

God got back all of above from me ,
Even better than, God got back all the fears from me,
with fears, got back sadness, insecurity, doubt,,, all the bad, horrible
feelings,
aproximately 5 months ago, one morning, as soon as I had awakened I felt
I had no fears any more ;

God asked my all questions in last years except finding , building a job,
But I have to, because My parents are in deep emotional crises because of
my joblessness, and We became totaly broke,

This year, I discovered a miracle " word" : Simplicity

The less you have and do, the more you will feel free.
So, simplfy, simplfy, simplfy until to be nothing ;to nothing ;


Thanks to God I have nothing except spirit.
Spirit is enough ,
all of others are heaviness,
because
We are not our body,
We are not our thougts,
We are not our car, house,,,,,,

and ,

We are not our forums my darlings friends ,
This was great heaviness, distractions ,

Life is going to end what so forum ends,,,,,

This is my first post after 6 months seperation.

Goodby my friends,
Goodby my hearties,
you all are very special ,
very special for me ;