Thanks for the tip, Antarananda
Always glad to hear your insights.
I'm curious as to which spiritual practices you used in this process, and which you found to be most/more effective.
Also, to clarify my understanding, is the desire to live the same as the desire/attachment to consciousness or awareness?
Do you think it's possible to focus on that one single point, through dispassion to remain "alive" and/or Self-enquiry, and achieve enlightenment?
Does it require surrendering everything else that gets in the way, or is it ok to just focus on that, as it takes care of everything else?
For some reason I feel like I can't waste any more time on the journey, and I really want to find the most direct means possible (if there is such a thing).
Unfortunately I don't have much personal experience to guide me, so your help is much appreciated