Originally Posted by FORk
My 6 years equaled deep depression!
I want to develop my abilities in law and literature creativity
Dude, from your age it sounds like you must be in college right now. I don't know much about law but I think you have a lot of case studies, right? I would suggest that you go through a lot of those case studies and think about things on your own.
Also, make sure that you talk with other people also. The ability to make bonds with other people goes a very long way in any career. Since your main anxiety seems to be about your career I would say the more good friends you have the better will be your ability to cope with things as you always have someone to get help from or discuss issues with. This helps you in the real learning which happens on the fly in any career.