When you become more conscious you become more aware of the light and the dark. It's about integrating them and make a choice on what you prefer.
The trick is to treat the light and the dark as equal choices, otherwise you will never get to a neutral point about it and have in some form fear. You typically have also dark lifetimes, which will come up in some way or the other on your transformational path. They are doing a great service to everyone though.