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Originally Posted by Million Dollar Man  So in other words you seek a love.. and romance so deep....
that if you could not be together.. you would rather write a majestic poem and love letters...
to leave behind.... right before you both... strike a dagger through you own heart....
as blood pours all over the place... as powerful classical music plays???
Yes that does sound awesome and dramtic..
I have written some poetry like that....
I can see like you said that would be the ultimate devotion... |
Yes, in other words, I think I am kind of looking for that.
There is something beautiful, noble, some integrity about such a commitment. It's saying I'm going to die for something. Even though there is no knowledge of any benefit of it. Just a life that meant something original. That I had invented, decided, determined. Like saying: right, this is what I'm doing, and doing it.
But I'm not thinking death is necessarily essential to waht I'm after. I hope not anyway because I want to live. It bothers me that people will just reject me. They've no staying power, no depth. I say, take all my crap but still be there. Would I do this for another? Currently I'm not prepared to do it for aanyone I know in my life.