I thought I could get over her by now. I have no idea why I still think about her, or if something is just wrong with me (she was the first girl I had ever felt this way towards).
I already cut of all forms of communication with her, months ago (I’ve tried to remain being “just friends”, but my delusional, romantic feelings kept getting staying in the way.) I’ve gotten rid of everything that could remind me of her. And I know for a fact I will NEVER be able to be with her.
Journaling didn’t help; it didn’t seem to make much of a difference. I can’t really afford professional help, I’m in college. My focus has also been largely, towards my business, spending a great amount of time and energy on it, but somehow she still finds a way to lurk into and invade my thoughts.
I’ve also tried thinking about other women, but then again, I start to think that I don’t want to cause them any similar harm, I’d feel like I’d just be using them to get over her, and I don’t want to put anyone through that kind of pain. Plus, I do not exactly have the most social skills in the world.
I know that I don’t want to continue to feel this way, and I don’t know what else to do. Unrequited love is the WORST feeling in the world.
