Originally Posted by royster
Wow, SCG!!! How wonderful to see you return, and how awsome of you to resurrect this thread!
This thread isn't as informative as when Kali (Laks) was here...I haven't heard from her except some reports from Facebook that she's having a tough go of it. Her nutritional insights were so beneficial...still are.
I've been doing well. The Chaotic Nodes are essentially Energy Events. They originate from the Earth, Herself, and the sun...as well as cosmic energies. As I've described them before, they are a lot like the sonic shattering of gall stones: our impacted energies are busted up, and we are left to contend with them in positive ways, or ignore them, and allow them to reassemble in perhaps worse ways. Mother Earth is conducting Her own "self-help" addressing of Her impacted energies. Clearing these energies has been the instruction we've all received for easily the past 10 years. I continue this work, myself, and like so many others, have found it necessary to periodically walk away and breathe.
The Chaotic Nodes, then, are disruptive (to stagnant energies) events which help clear the way to the Shift, 2012 and the ascension process of those who are ready to graduate to higher being. We have been advised that they will become more frequent, and indeed we see much Chaos increasing around us and within us.
My own ascension process at present involves a fearless and searching inventory of my heart, mind, and physical house...purging unwanted items and thought processes. This clearing makes room for the higher insights to dwell..."The Vessel Of God" we hear so much about.
We can view catastrophic events as the title-block for each chaotic node. The Japan Tsunami is the Node which my mother's death was a part of. The Virginia earthquake signifies a close death here in my hometown. We're at a point where we can actually make a chart of these events, and see the intensity of them increasing.
I've totally relapsed and bought a dozen chocolate-covered donuts. GOD forgive me as I mumphfrippen**glumpmeeffrump a wupher mowfffful off cwumbs.
Ahhhh so much of that resonates with me! Especially the part about walking away and needing to breathe... nice to hear someone else say it, I feel more validated that way for some reason. I also strongly resonate with "a fearless and searching inventory of my heart, mind, and physical house...purging unwanted items and thought processes." Couldn't have said it better myself. It's amazing how when you realize you're stuck in those unwanted thought processes, you see how just *pervasive* they are in your life! And then you have this fear about what will be left if you let them go. Good old fear of non-existence.
As we let go of these negativities and are able to see them for what they are, don't be surprised if you feel a resurgence almost immediately after. Do not be discouraged. I've found that when you're able to identify the negativity, it can 'fight back' -- ego has a survival instinct. After I made some huge discoveries about the source of my own discordant energies, I'm still having some hiccups. Ascension is a process, not a one time event, so be prepared to keep working.
Hope you're enjoying those donuts, Roy.
The occasional junk food never hurt anyone. I, for one, have bigger problems than Doritos for breakfast, LOL.