Originally Posted by ZephyrusX
May be you had such a beautiful day simply because you stopped struggling and resisting towards aspects of your life that you previously felt inclined to judge and criticize? I think the moments in my life where I've felt most at peace have been when I stopped caring and simply accepted my life as it came. In a way, it was giving my self permission to be happy unconditionally. May be it is profound indifference, in a way.
Definitely was the giving up of all resistance and struggle. I called it surrendering to what is.
It was the most powerful insight I've ever come across. I kind of forgot about it until now because it quit working.
If I had become a parapalegic, leper or blind during that time, I would've been able to accept it. "That's what is" and there's no use in struggling with a more powerful force.