Originally Posted by Lethalmind
I've been suicidal at points just to get away from the stuff I fear coming in the future. Mentally, I feel like I'm screwed up beyond any repair and the future will only equal a living hell; like the present only way way way worse. .
In this case, what you want to do is stay in the present. The future isn't here yet.
Many times, we fear the future or worry about it, but the thing is, nothing has actually happened yet. A lot of the time nothing bad will actually happen in the future anyways.