One thing Im glad about is that Im not letting myself fall into depression.
Despite all the emotions Im going through. I dreamt of tsunamis last night.
Last night I was invited to an amazing dinner. Wonderful food and company. 3 couples, all happily married. It was good to see, very mature relationships.
Today was beautiful. I met a new girlfriend I met here and we went on a long walk on the beach. Our conversation went very deep fast. I told her things Ive rarely shared with anyone. She was really a good friend. Very accepting, which is what I need now.
And the ocean was beautiful and stormy.
Also before I leave to NYC I've been invited to spend 3 weeks in a 5 start hotel in a warm country and to finish some projects as well as spend time with loved ones. This will give me time to reflect, I hope.