just recognizing there are limiting beliefs regarding money is a huge step forward in changing your life. I have had these fears and I have also been in that situation. I had a lot of money and a lot of abundance in my life but then I lost it very quickly because I believe I had lessons to learn regarding responsiblity and feeling deserving. I now appreciate every part of my life and I am now (through working on my inner self) feel much more deserving to have a better life. I see this as a new chapter in my life and I feel excited and full of gratitude for the opportunity.
There is a lot of fear to be erased when we do not want to look at bills coming in. I faced these fears by tackling them head on. I was open to anything which could change these things and turned my thoughts to what did want, to be able to look at my finances with pride.
Deal with the fear. Use the intention as this. Once the fear has been dealt with you can move on and be as generous as we would all like to be with others. Having belief and eliminating fear is the key to a more abundant life.