| | letting things come to you
A few months back I wanted a cert through my job. My boss didn't want me to have it because I hadn't proved I deserved it. I told myself I would have it b October, and even when I had given up hope, it came.
My boss wrote me up in Sept for being late. Nevermind I have a kid and there was no power in the area (which caused lateness for a week straight..). I asked for a later shift so I couldn't be late and tho he had no reason to say no he did, out of spite. Said I wasnt special and didn't deserve special treatment. When all this happened I asked myself ii f I should quit or find something new. The answer that came to mind was December. That's it. Last week we had a meeting and were told hours were being cut. I now have the shift I wanted.
There is more, but I'm tired. If you let go and trust your inner voice, the answers become loud and clear. It becomes the one thing you can trust without fail.
How? Close your eyes or look in therr mirror and say I trust you.