I'm not sure that we're talking about the same thing, OP, but go with it for a second.....
In the beginning I found that I was limiting my belief in the metaphysical because I spent all of my time trying to understand how it all worked. One day I came to the realization that I have no idea how electricity works. I don't understand how the telephone can transmit our voices, in realtime, across thousands of miles, I haven't a clue how the fax or TV works. Even though I don't understand electricity I sure as heck believe in it! Even though I can't see gravity or air I know that they both exist.
Just let go of your need to understand how and focus on accepting.