I think it would be an insane choice to choose a job that is in direct conflict with your purpose and values, and has you feeling like a dirty lying scumbag, so that your family would have supported.
How supported would your family by a dirty lying scumbag? Wouldn't they be more supported by your living in alignment with what's important to you, and being a person of integrity whom they can admire and see as a positive role-model?
Originally Posted by KMDES
At this point in time, I can't do both.
To me, this looks like the belief that's really holding you back. Is it true? There are no companies with values like yours who need the skills you provide? Ich don't theeenk so.