Originally Posted by Bluth
Thanks, I just have to understand why I'm so hesitant. Something about it scares the living $h!t out of me.
I know why I'm interested in it, but don't know why I only pursue it on such a small level.
Fear is an excellent target for self-inquiry. Keep at it until you figure out why it scares you so much.
For me, I kept away from entertainment because of the whole stereotype where people go to Hollywood and get used and abused and end up as waiters at 40. I had to get over that before I could seriously consider getting into it. That dynamic only happens to people who really take "making it big" so seriously that it becomes possible for someone to stagnate for that long.