Ya I got his number off his website , the call keeps ending with no answer so I sent him email I'm waiting for a reply with his number . . .in terms of Meditation and Light do I have to do anything to prepare for this?
#2- Merrick I read online about the value of reiki so if I decided to do the Usai reiki and Karuna ki initiation because I believe it can help me protect myself in terms of My mothers stepmother/the witchdoctor . .how would this work ?is it done remotely ?or do I go to an institution around here ? and how long does it take?
#3- To Tuning in i read the stories on how people become shamans and I have actually heard of this. From people where ancestors and whatnot choose a someone to be a Witchdoctor(in my country). .and read and heard about people lives going down (like people going crazy and stuff) if they reject "the calling". . .in my case if it is this then , I will reject that stuff because I have a way different vision of what I want in my life as long as I have the power of choice - But I highly doubt that's the case ,and anyway I believe that if someone has a life purpose ,then that purpose should make them happy and resonate well with them , and shamanism doesn't fit well with me .
But I slept better last night by focussing on other stuff, but letting go of fear of the unknown is that easy when I don't know their motives are, that's why I've been sleeping with the TV on and my arms out of my blanket because if I get awoken at night by something(by it touching me) I want to actually see what I am fighting against- as crazy as that might sound
#3 - To Dillydot I have been burning some other herbs crushed herbs that my mom got from some other people and I burnt some Green Sage and I have done the stuff with calling in help from angels and all others and even home Energy cleansing with visualisations (the one from LoveOrAbove.com) . . .-it hasn't worked so that's why I am going to help from more experienced people than me . .I haven't tried using Dragon Resin but I will rather use the money on deeper solutions thanks though