Its never been to long to start living.
I don't knwo if I'd call myself depressed. I know I don't want to admit it to myself!
Anyway, you have to stop seeing this as a HUGE thing to do. Break it down. Don't concentrate on other poeple (I know easier said than done!) Think about
you and what
you need to do to make
yourself happy.
Just condition yourself not to feel negatively. Read
Steve Pavlina - Life Sucks Then You Die. I don't know about you, but it did sure help me.
If you need someone to talk to, pm me and maybe we can add eachother on MSN.
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When a resolute young fellow steps up to the great bully, the world, and takes him boldly by the beard, he is often surprised to find it comes off in his hand, and that it was only tied on to scare away the timid adventurers.