Yeah, I guess you are right. Sometimes I forget that. One of the frustrating things is when you have something in you that your are struggling to find a way to use or get out of you to share with the world. " Feeling valued about yourself comes from not expecting the best grades the most money the best job, it comes from a sense of satisfaction of peace within, no matter what is outside of you." You made a relevant point. That's why I decided to take a step back and focus on the things that I enjoy about me aside from my career like exercising and spending more time with my wife. I always felt guilty not spending enough time with her, but now I made time because I feel like our souls are glued together and dance together when we are together. You are right. I need to focus on the peace within. Thanks a lot.