 Desire for violence...
After a tough night of pretending to be polite to retard drunk people at work, I feel for the first time in my life a real desire to hurt somebody. I've never once been in a fight but right now I want to fight and completely let loose. I feel like a wild animal and I want to submit to these instincts...
Has anybody else, particularly men experienced this irrepressible rage? How do you deal with it or make it go away or even use it to your advantage? I don't act on it because I'm a disciplined person and I know violence is not the way... but I want it.
I sound like a psycho. Argh, I have no experience of dealing with this emotion... advice?
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