[lycan]

Back when I didn't think in LoA terms, at all, I was able to attract close to a million dollars to me with nearly zero effort. I wasn't "doing something I love", I was literaly doing almost nothing as far as earning the money was concerned. I did have to position myself properly (which involved a leap of faith) and it didn't happen instantly (it took a few years). I also managed to repel it and now I'm broke and in debt. My emotions were the classic manic-depressive mix of euphoric optimism and hopeless pessimism so maybe I should take that as clear evidence that LoA works at least in the field of money. Or I could take a clear look at what I actually did to see exactly why I attracted and then lost the money and from that perspective, I'm not sure if the "positive" emotions did me more good than bad.

I want to belive in the LoA but it always seems like an after the fact rationalization. Sure, sometimes there are coincidences that seem kind of weird, like TV shows suddenly dealing with topics I'm thinking about. But I don't know, I'm still testing it. I don't really have any other alternative as far as I see it.