I tried to resolve the issue during the last month and could improve my productivity slightly, but it's still not where I want it to be. I need to know my goal - then I am unstoppable. But if I don't know my goal, I'm just running around blindly (and of course keep hitting the walls).
Obviously, my problem appears to be that I didn't find the (professional) purpose of my life yet (my overall purpose of life is building networks. All kinds of networks. I'm crazy for building networks that process information. But which kind should I build professionally?)
I got numerous things I like, but I don't know which one I should really go for - and finally end up trying to do everything, but of course do nothing right. I don't even know whether I prefer software development, finance or consulting - or go for my family's business or go for research (ok, research probably not - that's actually what my professor wants me to do).
Thus, my problem is that I don't know the goal, so I don't know in which direction I should walk. My narrow mind focuses on trying to make as much money and gain as much power as possible in the future when I try to think about what I really want to do with my life. But of course, this is not how our world works.
How do I figure this out?
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