Hey Slick it sounds so exciting, I know what you mean about getting fed up with the old so called reality, how it all came about for me was being fed up too, bored with life, bored with always worrying about money and never getting on in life, so LOA was the carrot on the stick so to speak, but it has gone so much further than that for me, I want to see `truth`, i want to experience the lucid life. the only time I can honestly say i have experienced lucid dreaming was when I not long lost my dad this year, I dreamt of him and I knew I was dreaming, in my dream I was jumping up and down excitedly screaming `I knew it, I knew it, I knew you would come to me`, then I asked him for the lottery numbers haha, he didnt speak, but I was saying` its Ann isnt it? Ann knows`, very bizarre but thats one of the only times I can recall dreaming within a dream !
I want to get to a point wherby I can step back become fully aware, have no attachment to things and people and feel utter peace and happiness. I will have to start intending my direction with all this I think?
keep the information coming it keeps me motivated to go further and takes some of the fear away.