Thank you Debo.
I can't say that it sped up. But things are interesting. Resistance is still interesting. For 2 days it made me look at the world as a dreamworld, but through the lens of 'real reality'. I caught up to it at some point though, congratulated resistance and changed the lens back to the 'new one'. I don't want to look through a red lens and say "wooow interesting, the world is red but here is that green stuff I told you about". Nooo no no, the old model of reality is going to the back, if I want the world to be green, I'm looking through the green lens.
I'm also noticing how some really weird things seem normal to people (just like in a sleeping dream). You know how it is, if you're dreaming that you have a kitchen sink and a bathtub, in the living room, taking a bath there, if you don't know that you're dreaming, it's perfectly normal. You notice the weirdness if you become lucid or after you wake up. It happens exactly the same way in this life dream.
I noticed that my neural networks already show signs of progress (19 days to go). It's more and more easier to understand how the world is a dreamworld.
Lucid living requires a fundamental shift of perspective, comparable to looking at one of those pictures of coloured dots that suddenly turn into a |
spectacular 3D image. The first such picture I looked at promised me
dolphins, but I could see only dots. I didn’t know how to make the image
come alive. My friends kept assuring me that, if I just stopped concentrating
on the dots and focused my eyes on infinity instead, I would definitely see
the 3D image. But the more I was reassured, the more irritated I became at
my failure. Then suddenly, for a startling moment, the magic happened.
Dots became dolphins, leaping lifelike out of the page towards me. And, just
as suddenly, they were gone again. Encouraged by my brief success I kept
looking until I gradually got it. Now I can see these 3D images quite easily.
Experiencing lucid living can be like this. At first it sounds ludicrous, but
keep looking and eventually you will get it. The trick to viewing a 3D image
is to change your visual focus. The trick to experiencing lucid living is to
change the way you think.
is quite accurate. I would just phrase it "The trick to experiencing lucid living is to change the way you SEE.". And I'm not referring to sight alone. I'm referring to vision, perception and feeling. If you look a certain way at the world, you "see" it.
In the outer world, almost all the stupid problems seem to have gone away. Of course, just saying such a thing endangers me to bring back the problems so let's just leave it at that
What can I say, it's a real adventure, on all levels, inner, outer, thought level, feeling level, in relationships to people, to Awareness. It's the best ride I have ever been on. I don't expect only milk and honey but I do expect a permanent shift in perspective and an increase in Awareness.
I have this thing I now call "Dream Physics" that I keep reminding myself about. If I fall back to the old way of doing things (thinking, feeling, doing), I remind myself that this type of "real physics" is obsolete and incomplete. So I apply the Dream Physics. Sometimes effects are immediate. Can't give too many details cuz it's an extremely long subject. I will probably detail it on the blogspot site, piece by piece, as time goes by. The new/changed neural networks are often automatically reminding me about Dream Physics, with no conscious effort.
When I'm "switched on" I see 333 everywhere. When I don't see the whole picture I see 222. I get it now what it means (see Holy Trinity, other kinds of trinities, the triangle/pyramid with the all seeing eye BUT think deeply about it, it's more than they tell you).
This knowledge has such power and has been kept so secret that I actually do wonder sometimes if I'm going to be contacted by certain people.
Aaa, I could go on forever
but I have to get up early in the morning so I have to go to sleep now.
Food for thought: I set a goal on 20th of November that should complete until 20th of December. I saw no way of it happening, had no idea how I could do it but I just intended it. It seemed totally impossible to happen in such a short time. 2 days ago I have been shown a possible way. Then I saw an obstacle. Then I saw a solution for the obstacle. Now I have the whole picture. It went from impossible to probable in less than 15 days. Now here's the thing. I got to a level where I am totally OK with it not happening. If it wouldn't happen, I wouldn't feel too bad about it. If it does happen, I give thanks to the Dreamworld that knows how to reflect our inner worlds in perfectly logical and realistic ways. This is something that people don't understand about the so called LoA (I find the term incomplete and misleading, and also, it kinda gives the impression that the world is material). People expect LoA to do something magical, that defies logic. But it doesn't. You are the witness of magic because you know how it started. When it starts happening, it makes sense for the ones watching you. Nothing out of the ordinary. They just see the effects. But because you know the cause, it is magical for you. Another thing is that if you set out on a spiritual journey to get things you want, it doesn't quite work. People see your philosophy, they see some great results and they want to do it too so they can get what they want in life; big problem, generates conflict. I don't know now how it can start for others but I know how it started for me: total dissatisfaction with the 'old model of reality'. I was just fed up and angry with the lack of exactity, though it claimed to be 'scientific'. It claimed to be 'scientific', everything is calculated, cause and effect but still it used terms such as "luck, coincidence, inspiration". I thank Awareness for giving me the much needed 'better model' of reality. Is it the truth? Is it real? Is it really better? After the last 11 days, all I can say is "It's definitely good for me!".