Originally Posted by moonrambler
I don't know though if I can say this came about because I relaxed. In fact, it seemed more the opposite. Everything came together when I felt like I couldn't stand it anymore and started crying and wailing and planning to borrow money at a pawn shop.
I guess I misinterpreted your post. It seemed like this part --
The next morning I woke while it was still dark and I asked God, Jesus, the guardian angels and the universe and any other benevolent spirits who might like to help, to help me with inspired action for more income. That I would trust when I don't have busywork to generate immediate income, I can pursue inspired action work. I asked for when I woke up later in the morning to have some ideas.
-- was exactly what I did, especially telling myself that I would do whatever I felt like doing, and trust that things would work out.
Either way, I'm glad things are better.