Originally Posted by moonrambler
This isn't the case. I realized at some point a year or two ago that I wasn't appreciating and feeling grateful enough to my house and wasn't expressing the love I felt for it. I had let all that fall aside in my panic over money problems. I then consciously began telling the house I loved it, and every day doing something nice for it.
Of course, once I got on the fast track money-making machine, I got all absorbed in that and paying back all the money I owe, and taking care of the house again got sidelined.
It's like you really love your partner, but other stuff gets in the way.
You may have good resaons for neglecting your partner, but still the relationship suffers and he may still want out one day regardless. Consequences are consequences, no matter the causes being excusable or not.
Like you said, you sometimes harbor the thought of handing the bank a run down house. You have to be vigilent about what you wish for, especially when you know about LOA.
But it sounds like you are handling the situation very well. So it's a good lesson and there's no telling what good it may bring. Claim and exercise your power. Delegate some of the financial issues to the Universal Manager so you have some time for pleasure and taking care of other aspects of your life.