Originally Posted by Zenn
Yeah, it sounds like you manifested the home situation, powerlessness and all. It seems you have been unhappy with your home situation and tried to escape it via your fatansies. Guess what, maybe things are happening to get you out of the house you really wish to get out of. The only trouble is you don't have a better place to live in yet.
If you have loved your house, appreciated, enjoyed, and feel grateful for it, it would probably be serving you well. You would have been better off to have vividly envisioned a better place to live in while staying appreciative of your current residence.
This isn't the case. I realized at some point a year or two ago that I wasn't appreciating and feeling grateful enough to my house and wasn't expressing the love I felt for it. I had let all that fall aside in my panic over money problems. I then consciously began telling the house I loved it, and every day doing something nice for it.
Of course, once I got on the fast track money-making machine, I got all absorbed in that and paying back all the money I owe, and taking care of the house again got sidelined.
It's like you really love your partner, but other stuff gets in the way.