Yeah, it sounds like you manifested the home situation, powerlessness and all. It seems you have been unhappy with your home situation and tried to escape it via your fatansies. Guess what, maybe things are happening to get you out of the house you really wish to get out of. The only trouble is you don't have a better place to live in yet.
If you have loved your house, appreciated, enjoyed, and feel grateful for it, it would probably be serving you well. You would have been better off to have vividly envisioned a better place to live in while staying appreciative of your current residence.
It is what it is. You have to start from what is to get what you desire. Clear your mind to start over from NOW.
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