Originally Posted by moonrambler
It makes me wonder if, seemingly out of my control, my subconscious mind or whatever is working very hard to fulfill this mission....
It sure does sound like it!
If you're feeling defeated and beaten down, through an IM/LoA lens, it seems like a pretty good vibrational match that things would look like they're falling apart and a mess.
I don't know where to go with this. I have felt so defeated and beaten down this week.
I would reach for a better feeling thought, perhaps one step up the emotional guidance scale from "defeated and beaten down." What would that be for you: a draw, maybe? Or if that's too big a leap, how about anger? Would being really pissed off feel a little better than feeling defeated and beaten down?