what i hate is when i get messed up in one thought process and cant get out. i have the issue of i think people are better than me and it pops up and freezes me.
i also get all scrwed up thinking about my ex and how we should be together. the only thing is i know i dont want to go back cause its not good for me. she comes in my head randomly and it pisses me off.
and alex yeah i have noticed that when i am in a good mood and not self conscious i am better at connecting with people having a good time and being at ease with everyone but those thoughts come back and mess things up.
i am starting school in a few days and i have promised myself to participate in school more. meet more people join a few clubs and enjoy myself while at the same time having the best semester academically. i am excited actually. only prob my ex will be there but that should be okay hopefully |