if you decide to stay, make some changes in your life.
There's the whole change your situation by changing yourself line of thinking.
Paint your bedroom, get a few pot plants (numerous studies support the beneficial psychological effect of live plants in your environment), scented candles, little water feature.
Change your sleeping habits, become an early riser if you are not already, cities look different in the morning light.
It sounds like most of this stuff is in your head and you can't move away from that, but that is the hardest thing to change, a few superficial changes to your environment will not change your mindset, but it can prove to be a catalyst. |