 do you ever wish you were prettier for your parents? ..and your self too?
growing up, I constantly felt a need to look pretty.( i never looked or felt pretty ...at least for my parents/families standpoint) i guess it stemmed from the fact that my parents constantly judged others on looks, whether one was fairer or not, had good hair, yadayadayada. the thing is my mom sometimes says that when her kids were younger, they were prettier or looked better. me and my 5 bros and sisters were all cute babies, however, my older sis and my older bro and my younger sis are still really attractive people. However, i'm not and my little brother isn't. i guess because we're the more darker ones in the fam, and don't have clear skin. i guess what i'm asking is how do you get over trying to look good for your parents? |