While driving.
Yeah driving a car can bring out the worst emotions in people. They are so strong I dont even have to look in their eyes to tell whats going on. I can tell just by looking at the car their in.
Its fairly simple to feel impulses from people in traffic. And knowing when someone is about to cut me off has been beneficial in more than one way. People get so angry and so fed up while driving if someone impedes their progress. Others take out their latent anger and pent up emotions while driving.
I guess I better start wrapping it up.
Becareful of quiet seemingly innocent people. Some of the darkest hatred/jeaously/dispare comes from these people, although some are truely innocent you would be surprised of the darknest people carry in their hearts.
I dont know whether im blessed or cursed. Seeing peoples true colors has become something Im use to. However it has effected me in the fact ive never had a good relationship. All the girls Ive even considered dating had some seriously twisted emotions. Im not saying im innocent and pure. I am very self aware thanks to all this. Even though I can see the horrors of some of peoples feelings I still get jealous and angry. Im not perfect.
I tend to like to be alone or only with one or two people so its managable.
I dont know how I would do if I married. Constantly feeding off one persons emotions gets mentally tiring after a while. I enjoy my alone time, its like I get to recharge.
Its very draining to take in alot of emotions at a time.
Anyways thats all I guess I will say for now, but I will gladly answer any questions that you guys may have.  |