i'm prettttyyyyy sure that i'm heading up.
the current school situation is kind of crappy, but if i can stick it out, it'll be worth it in the long run. (and
then i'll start heading up.)
but i also went through a phase where i was "spiraling aimlessly," and i have to say...i'm very glad that i went through that.
because i needed that whole "lost soul" experience for me to really
find myself.