My impression is that you are stuck in your head and not allowing any playful passion in. The spirit needs to be nurtured too.
Is some little voice, or maybe a big one, saying you're not allowed to have fun right now?
You can give yourself permission. It's not just for kids.
The less you analyze it, the more enjoyable it will be.
EDIT - Also...the hard work you've done won't go away if you decide to climb a tree. Or jump in mud puddles. Or...
Live a little. It's not all about work and school.
Last edited by awdye; 11-09-2011 at 07:02 PM.