the first thing that jumped out at me was you saying intuitive/analytical both hand-in-hand. For me, a road-map to what your going through. Best idea is to choose one as more prominant then the other. I'm guessing you will choose analytical judging by your profession. When you try to use both without knowing what your doing, they are in conflict. I didnt say you cant utilise both energies, only that you will need to understand and harness both to work for you. Right now its kinda like..."shall i step over here, or over there?" type thing.