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Originally Posted by Greek Dog  ChristsLight - it is me ChildOfNone with a new name Greek Dog.
I needed a new being. Feeling much better now. |
Very good. Agree with Criseyde that the old one needs closed down.
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Originally Posted by Greek Dog OK - to your question about the source of resistance. Oh yes I do have a good idea about where it comes from. I may not have the complete picture but I certainly have a strong partial picture.
I was thinking that cleaning on the foundation might knock out the resistance but then I read your post to Ssandra in which you say that we don't clear for an outcome. I didn't know that. I have to reorient my thinking around that. I think I have been outcome oriented. |
Just hold the resistance in your heart, and start cleaning on it. Whatever happens, happens. I am sure that it will diminish, but your goal is to be free.
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Originally Posted by Greek Dog Now I want to learn about the card you got on Saturday. How fascinating is that! I love that your disturbances decreased from 2 hours to 10 minutes. That is really incredible.
I hate that experience of healing in which the dust gets kicked up BUT it is without question worth it when the healing replaces the dust storm. I was keeping my thoughts on "Thank you" and "I love you" this morning and I realized that one of the things that has happened in the recent weeks for me is that by getting I/M achievements on deadline issues has given me an experience of success that allows me to cut out the fear of failure. I'm using these recent successes to circumvent the past journey through fear of failure every time I held a thought of healing. Whew! One obstacle out of the way. |
On the card, yes it has been great.
Today was less eventful. There were a few things that bubbled to the surface, but did stay under the surface today.
There was only one thing that made me upset. I had to email a professor a proposal for a paper. Well the idea for the proposal came from inspiration, so that was great. But when I wrote up the proposal and sent it to him, he emailed back saying, basically, "This isn't a proposal." I hadn't followed his guidelines I guess. But it kind of hurt. So I rewrote the proposal and sent it. I haven't gotten a reply yet, but I think it was better, hopefully.
Regarding your fear of failure, that sounds like another thing to clean on.
I'm glad you're making progresso n it, though.