ChristsLight - it is me ChildOfNone with a new name Greek Dog.
I needed a new being. Feeling much better now.
OK - to your question about the source of resistance. Oh yes I do have a good idea about where it comes from. I may not have the complete picture but I certainly have a strong partial picture.
I was thinking that cleaning on the foundation might knock out the resistance but then I read your post to Ssandra in which you say that we don't clear for an outcome. I didn't know that. I have to reorient my thinking around that. I think I have been outcome oriented.
Now I want to learn about the card you got on Saturday. How fascinating is that! I love that your disturbances decreased from 2 hours to 10 minutes. That is really incredible.
I hate that experience of healing in which the dust gets kicked up BUT it is without question worth it when the healing replaces the dust storm. I was keeping my thoughts on "Thank you" and "I love you" this morning and I realized that one of the things that has happened in the recent weeks for me is that by getting I/M achievements on deadline issues has given me an experience of success that allows me to cut out the fear of failure. I'm using these recent successes to circumvent the past journey through fear of failure every time I held a thought of healing. Whew! One obstacle out of the way.
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