OK, I got the Ceeport card on Saturday, as I said. Here are my observations:
Sunday was
crazy! I almost wanted to throw the card away or rip it up, lol, but I know it's a good thing.
As you know, the card is supposed to help you clean, and clean for you when you aren't thinking of it. But I really think it does it much more effectively. It threw everything into hyperdrive, but in the process dug up a lot of stuff I would have rather not been dug up. I think I had more frustrations yesterday than I've had for a while.
But the good thing was that with each conflict or frustration, it was over a lot sooner than it normally would have been. I felt what I felt, but then it was over in a short time.
When Christine and I have a conflict, a lot of times it drags out for two hours. Both of us are very stubborn, lol, and she is Italian
, so it's par for the course in her family. But yesterday, no matter whether it regarded something with her or just something with myself, it was over within ten minutes. So I guess that's progress.
I feel like Criseyde in the other thread where she did hoʻoponopono and then she had major problems with her car. In that situation, it turned out just a bit of persistence was necessary and it was actually better than she could have expected, so I know it is the same in my case: it will dig up some stuff, but only to reveal better things on the other side.
The funny thing was that as the first conflict started on Sunday, Christine and I just eventually looked at each other and said, “It
has to be that card!”
The biggest discouragement yesterday just involved myself. We got a pizza stone and a pizza peel for our second reception, so I really wanted to make pizza directly on the stone. Now of course I'm blind, and I didn't realize what a difficult thing this could end up being.
We had people over for dinner, which was good since I wanted sighted assistance doing this for the first time.
Well long story short, when the pizza slid onto the stone, one corner of it fell off the side. It was a disaster! Thank goodness the pizza was salvageable, and it was actually really good in the end. It was discouraging, because I didn't want to be unable to use this stone just because I'm blind. I think we figured out a way though, so we're trying it again soon.
I'm curious yet a little apprehensive to see how it goes over the next few days. Hopefully the worst is over.